just a story to share and keeps me wonder..xD whether if there ever will be a friendship where they'll forever be by your side everytime even without you telling them, they just know.. im sure there is even to me but just out of curiosity..=)
"She keeps wondering, if she needs to be the one to initiate everytime and can't be the one receiving for at least once. To keep a friendship goes on and never breaks, she continues to be the initiating person and to keep everyone, she never even once betrays a friendship. But sometimes, mayb because she's gone for too long or probably too far, people were asking where had she disappear to or people were saying that she never contacts them at all. She keeps thinking, does anyone find her boring or she's no fun at all or does anyone wanna know what's her life is going on rite now. Maybe it's her fault too but not completely, she thought. It really hurts her a little cuz well, sometimes she also hopes for someone to ask her bout her day just randomly, bout what she's doing and encouraging her when she had her bad times or even just a hi would really made her day cuz that reminds her of that there's someone that remembers her though she's not around. She might be a little hard to open up but she will if someone asked her. However, these things are just like a fairy tale dream that chances to happen are low. All she wants was for a dream come true.. but will that happen? mayb one day it will(who knows), when people realizes her. Although it was tough for her but she still smiles whenever she meets everybody cuz she believes that if you treat people in a positive way, they'll treat you the same way you treated them. And so she also says "thanks for existing is my life" cuz there's no better than being around people even though it is her who initiates. and So, the question remains, is having a few loyal friends better than having a big bunch of hi-bye friends?"
