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Emotional ….??

Semester break is here but im more worried bout next semester….Just arrived in mlk at around 6pm yesterday..wat a long journey..  while on da way back, I’ve been thinking bout next semester and that I had to go back to Kampar alone without my sis anymore.. the sudden feeling of emptiness in one part of me made me a little heartache..i don’t know why but it just turns out like this.. I’ve become so attached to them for this sem that I think it’s hard for me to say goodbye too.. but well, it’s harder for them I know to say goodbye to their frens as well… sometimes reading their posts on facebook made me chocked for a little while and I hate that feeling.. this feeling reminds me of when I just arrived Kampar for my foundation where im all alone no matter where I go.. den im bless to know a bunch of crazy people that bring light to my uni life and they r still my bunch of crazy peeps forever and I miss them.. =’( however, not long after, they were gone and we part our ways and im being alone again for sometime  until i met you  guys(li hui, may may, demi and other nice people).. u guys really made my day when we go out to eat or play cuz I didn’t have much of that for the semester..  and thank you guys for accepting me.. but now they're leaving again.. a short message I’ve sent to you guys from da bottom of my heart seriously, *hey, just to spend your little time here..now that u guys are leaving, I just have these few words to say.. well, during this short period of time, though it's short, i am lucky to have known and play with u ugys.. The fun that i wouldnt have if it's not for u guys.. They were all memories that i would not forget forever cuz i guess i cant describe it in words how grateful i am.. I dunno bout u guys but seriously i really enjoy all of them.. Guess time really moves so fast!=( Anyway, all the best for the future and u guys will surely succeed in watever you do.. And let's meet up again whenever u guys r free cuz it's just so much fun! Last but not least, goodbyes are not forever, goodbyes are not the end.They simply mean, "I'll miss you," until we meet again!~=( bye, keep in touch and see u when i see you.. XD Forget me NOT! haha.. Take care~ ciao~*hugs**

hmmm…  after reaching mlk, I’ve been out hanging out with frens I haven’t seen them like in ages.. sitting down, enjoying our dessert and recalling back all the memories that none of us would forget, really do makes me feel a little great.. all those laughter and craziness I wouldn’t have had when im alone in Kampar next sem.. mayb most of them haven’t realize the feeling of missing cuz they were here in their hometown all the time.. and to be honest, im da furthest one away from home among them… I really don’t like growing up but someone once told me that accept the fact of growing up indicate that you are ready to accept more challenging tasks in life..  and because of that I’ll stay strong and adapt to the change soon.. I guess I’ll be a different person the next time u guys see me.. and i hope that it wouldnt be really bad for me next sem..=)