Frens or acquaintance? im starting to wonder... life in kampar as usual, no entertainment... but recently playing basketball with ka wei, monster, kee sheng n others made me feel good as i can forget all da problems that come to me.. basketball make me miss my hometown more.. n i just realized that it's been soooo long that i last went to meet my frens, juniors and most important of all spoc.. wondering how r they doing.. definitely would be good...=) currently having injuries on my legs, abrasion, muscle pulling all because i play too ganas.. n one person care for me making me confused.. that one person's care is enough for me..XD well, results for test 1 is pretty good but i think i can put in more effort to get better.. will try harder in test 2.. in da mean time, ..................................................... neither did i.. im trying my best not to disappoint you again n u have my words.. during this period of time, my emotions were unbalanced.. sometimes i feel heart fluttered, sometimes i feel confused and also feeling stress... but i cant bear to feel sad n tat's y im covering it up by feeling happy instead.. clown or joker or watever people call it, "i hate it sooo much". cuz i have some of their personality in me.. do people always have to be that? hmmm..... i'll just relax my mind now and forget bout everything.. but one thing that always stays within me is my family..
~~The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know when sad tries to bit its lip and not cry, and smile and go, "No I'm happy for you"? Thats when it's really sad.~~
